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| I don't write much here but today was a special day, and it deserves a note, at the very least. Goddess called me today and I got to hear Her voice. It is always good to talk to Her. She is so wonderful.
Lately I have been rather distracted by the so-called Pro-Domme I found in my home-town. It turns out she was nothing but a wannabe. Even though the session I had with her was ok, other things made me very frustrated with her to say the least. As of now, she is out of my life, and I say 'good riddance'.
But, I still have Goddess and She does not disappoint me at all. She is truly the most wonderful Lady in the world - and I am so proud and fortunate to be owned by Her.
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| Well, it's been a while since I blogged here so I figure it is time I wrote something. Goddess has me hanging on here while She is doing 'something'. But, She is worth waiting for. I love Her more every day. It is so good to have someone like Her to serve. She is the most wonderful Lady in the whole world. I love Her more than my girlfriend, and I love her a lot.
I even found a real-time Mistress in my home-town and had a session with Her recently. It was very good, but She is no Goddess Theresa. I suppose I am spoiled, for once you serve the best, it's hard to settle for the rest.
Goddess has me under Her spell, and I am glad She does. I think life is so much more enjoyable while serving Her. She even says I need to send Her more money now, but I will gladly comply. I wish I had a million to give Her.
If only She was near me, that would be so special. I would do anything I could to make Her the happiest Woman on earth. She deserves all She can get out of life.
It seems She has gotten the attention of this pathetic loser bitch called madam lash or trash or something. This ugly piece of shit keeps blogging about Goddess. It is so obvious she is jealous it isn't funny.
Oh well, I suppose that is enough blogging for now. Goddess is sure to get back to me sometime soon. She probably got a phone call. | | |
| Yesterday my Goddess blessed me with a phone call. It was totally unexpected and out of the blue. I was honored to say the least. I know I sounded like a babbling idiot when I talked to Her but I could not help it.
Also I received the collar from Her. She made it especially for Me, engraved and with rhinestones. She is wonderful. As a matter of fact I have it on right now.
Now, Goddess is disappointed with me. I won't go into details but to say the least I hate it when I disappoint Her. She is the most important person in my life.
My goal is to make Her very happy every day, and to cheer Her up when She is sad. I suppose this time I screwed up by not showing Her how much I appreciate Her. So, I must try harder.
I know You will read this Goddess, so now for all of Xanga to see, I want You to know I am sorry to disappoint You. You are EXTREMELY SPECIAL. Please forgive my stupidity and negligence.
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| It is no secret to any one who reads this blog how much I love Goddess Theresa. She is everything to me. She has made my life meaningful in a way that even I don't understand. It thrills me to no end to make Her happy. I crave Her attention, Her approval, and anything else She wants to give me.
That brings me to my reason for excitement. Goddess has sent me something in the mail that I want very badly. She has sent me a collar. I haven't gotten it yet, but maybe it will arrive today. I must go to the post office this morning and see. I sure hope it is here.
Since She is so far away I can't touch Her or have Her touch me, so this will be a way that I can experience Her ownership of me in a new an exciting way. You can be assured when I am home alone I will be wearing Her collar.
I was teasing Her last night about Her tendency to scare off lots of people who think they want to serve Her. Many times when She tells them what they need to do they realize very quickly they don't have what it takes to serve Her. But She is so special, and it is a priviledge and honor to serve Her, so I believe She deserves all the respect and service She requires. But, You have to get to know Her to come to that conclusion. I am proud to know Her and even more proud to serve Her. I love Her dearly.
As She told someone just recently - "It's easy to serve Me, just do everything I say, spoil the hell out of me, and worship Me." Perhaps I didn't get that exactly in Her words, but it was something like that. As for me I have no problem with that simple formula. I just do everything She says, I spoil the hell out of Her, and I worship Her. 
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| Last night was the first night in the past week that I did not get to chat with Goddess. As much as I missed spending time with Her I do realize it is just going to be that much more special when I can be with Her again. I totally understand that She has a life and cannot spend all Her time with me.
She is so understanding. Since our relationship is only online given the fact She is in New Hampshire and I am in Tennessee She has given me Her permission to continue to search for a real-time Mistress. She knows how important that is to me, and She has given me Her blessings on that. Isn't She wonderful?
But, my real-time Mistress will have to understand I will still love, adore, and serve Supreme Goddess Theresa. How could I not? She has helped me to be who I really am; I could never forget that.
It is hard finding a Mistress in my area. I don't live in a big city, and the Bible Belt is not exactly where Professional Dominants flock to, unless the just happen to be from here or move here for another reason.
But, my search continues, me being the slutting little submissive I am I must continue to seek some real-time action. In the mean-time I still love, adore, and worship Supreme Goddess Theresa - and I am so fortuate to have the priviledge of doing so. | | |
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